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How to focus while work?
2009-11-19
It’s really a big challenge for me.
When I was a kid, except for English lesson, there seems no other class can attract my enough attention.
I was talented for detail observation, language, speaking and understanding; however those characteristics could not make me confident enough. Always feeling awkward after the economic status of my family deteriorated. Too sensitive, too much stress, always feeling living on the alms-basket..
Never enough sense of security.
Those above sentences seemed not directly link to my absence in mind while work; however I know, in my own heartfelt way, those are key factors attributable to my failures, loss, and distraction…
Sometimes I expect him to save me, from those tortures.
However, at the end, it turned out to be, the one who temporarily saved me from suffering, became a new source of torture for me, who relies my sense of happiness totally on a person.
Just murmuring…
..when the kinky lady again, found herself capricious during a start of a new morning work.