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  • little by little

    2010-11-19

    Yesterday when Tina asked me, did you..really get over?

    I hesitated before answering her, " almost, I need maybe several more months.."

    One month ago, when I was so badly worrying about never having chance to forget everything about him, I really missed my ex a lot and a lot, BUT BUT BUT.

    Now, when I recalled some sweet moments with him before, the next following second I 'll immdediately reminded myself that, this guy, which I was in love with so much, has kissed another one, held the hands of another one, or..mabe has slept with another one. RIGHT AWAY RIGHT AWAY,

    A sense of dirty vomit spermed out and ate out every single sweet feeling which was ever the most hard part of forgeting the memory.

    So,

    Actually to get over a man is easy for me , as long as he starts a new relationship.

    That's it.

    Bye...

  • No hate anymore.

    2010-11-17

    You were just not that into me. it's not your fault.

    I was just not that attractive only to you, it's not my fault.

    Love is a beautiful thing, I will find someone really deserving me to share it.

    Still, I have to say,

    ... the more I was hurt in the relationship with you, the stronger I will become in my future life.

    The happinesses with you made me, the loneliness given by you made me,  maybe the one who will stay with you with the rest of your life will be the lucky one, but she is still not that luckily as me, because...

    The one ever with me was more real, more lost, more charming..the one with her..was just a loser rapped by the life and finally became numb.

    I wish you no more nightmare.